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January 10, 2007

TODAY

WHO AM I

by: Marci hung

I dont know what happen to me today

I just remember that there is one moment had happen

After that I just sit in a corner of a room

And it passes so fast that made me think again of the past

Also to realize something that it made my heart weak

And made my eyes cry (wet)

I just realize many things

ESPECIALLY these phrases.

WHO AM I, as Marilyn Hung

WHO AM I, as a person living in this world

WHO AM I, as a daughter

WHO AM I, as a sister

WHO AM I, as a cousin

WHO AM I, as part of my whole family

WHO AM I, to a stranger

WHO AM I, to other people

WHO AM I, as a student

WHO AM I, as a groupmate

WHO AM I, as companion

WHO AM I, as a friend

WHO AM I, as a bestfriend

WHO AM I, in a group(barkada)

WHO AM I, in many ways

Me MARCI had already existed for 20 years

For me I can say that I did my best in any way that I can

I grew up to be a good person

I grew up to care other people

I grew up to love other people

I always see to it that my family and friends is happy

I had made a lot of things that could make my family and friends feel very light whenever they are down

I help everybody in a way that I can

I love the people around me

But in 20years of living

I always (everyday) feel that all this things ive done if just nonsense

I know in my heart that im a good person

I know im not as beautiful as other people but my heart is more beautiful than you

I never want to hurt other people

In fact I have a very big patient that could keep all the hurt in me and always smile eventhough im hurting inside

But why I feel like this Im empty

Feel like Im an invisible person

Feel like never been heard by the people around me

Feel like im not worthy to be in this world eventhough I made a lot of good things

In 20years of living

I never felt that im happy and I can say that I love my life

I have many questions in my head

Sometimes I ask why should this family is my family

And why my friends is my friends

Why should I exists in this world feeling this way

Why my brain is my brain

why should I suffer

why cant I feel happy even a day

why why why why why

all I can say until now I never experience happiness in my life.

One time Leri had say something it was from Chato Ang friends mawala and family hindi

This phrase I dont know if I would belive it

But sometimes yah its true but sometimes is vise versa

But for me and in my experience In the end ang maaasahan mo at ang last mo mapupuntahan is YOURSELF

And also it was from Leri again Mas okwie maging happy and kung meron ngkamali or ngbigay sayo ng hurt just think of the many good things that the person had shown you and hwag isipin ang mali na ginawa nung person

Yah that phrase is true as in for me yan ang lagi ko ginagawa

Lagi pa nga if may magkamali or ako man ang ngkamali I always say that it is my mistake and say sorry but sometimes you cant control your feelings

Now all I can say is I accepted what other people say about me

What they think of me

I dont care if they dont love me or appreciate me

All I can say that im a good person

I know I do good

I love my friends SO MUCH

I love my mom, siblings, cousins, aunt, uncle and my grandparents

Living for 20years I can say that I had already done so many things and im already ready to die anytime because if felt that wala na akong gagawin d2

Ive alreays finish my duty hear in this world

But please let me march on my graduation day ha hehehehe

Because that diploma is a gift to my mom

Cya ang ngpaaral saamin at gumawa ng paraan para grumaduate ako

And im very thankful for that

After that day march 24, 2007 I am so very ready to die

One wish that I can ask for is if I will have an accident please let me die and dont make my death so painful and suffer because all my life I live with that feelings I dont like in my last breath I will also experience that again

I think if this wish of mine to die soon after may march on graduation ill be the happiest dead person in the world

All I wish for after is my family and relatives to be happy and be okwie with each other

My friends in Grace Christian High school, Davao Central High School and especially the IT07 na naging part ng buhay ko d2 sa davao and para ko ng true brothers and sisters hope na maging happy kyo lahat

Sobrang thank you ako sainyong lahat as in

I have more to say pa but tama na ito. ACCEPTED KO NA

Actually sa life ko meron lang 3 persons na sobra akong naapreciate as in everytime kmi magkita kahit nung mga bata pa kmi at un isa minsan lang magkita and the last one is mas matanda saakin im very happy as in lagi to see them sobra siguro if mamatay ako sila lang 3 un mafeel ko na mamiss ako

Anyway enough na

Ay wait just want to say sory to all the people na nasaktan ko or nainis saakin I am happy to be part of your life

This is marci signing off

Marilyn Hung

January 11, 2007

Thank you guys

Marci Hung blogged at 6:54 AM

2 comment(s)


	Thursday, January 11, 2007 January 10, 2007 TODAY WHO AM I by: Marci hung I dont know what happen to me today I just remember that there is one moment had happen After that I just sit in a corner of a room And it passes so fast that made me think again of the past Also to realize something that it made my heart weak And made my eyes cry (wet) I just realize many things ESPECIALLY these phrases. WHO AM I, as Marilyn Hung WHO AM I, as a person living in this world WHO AM I, as a daughter WHO AM I, as a sister WHO AM I, as a cousin WHO AM I, as part of my whole family WHO AM I, to a stranger WHO AM I, to other people WHO AM I, as a student WHO AM I, as a groupmate WHO AM I, as companion WHO AM I, as a friend WHO AM I, as a bestfriend WHO AM I, in a group(barkada) WHO AM I, in many ways Me MARCI had already existed for 20 years For me I can say that I did my best in any way that I can I grew up to be a good person I grew up to care other people I grew up to love other people I always see to it that my family and friends is happy I had made a lot of things that could make my family and friends feel very light whenever they are down I help everybody in a way that I can I love the people around me But in 20years of living I always (everyday) feel that all this things ive done if just nonsense I know in my heart that im a good person I know im not as beautiful as other people but my heart is more beautiful than you I never want to hurt other people In fact I have a very big patient that could keep all the hurt in me and always smile eventhough im hurting inside But why I feel like this Im empty Feel like Im an invisible person Feel like never been heard by the people around me Feel like im not worthy to be in this world eventhough I made a lot of good things In 20years of living I never felt that im happy and I can say that I love my life I have many questions in my head Sometimes I ask why should this family is my family And why my friends is my friends Why should I exists in this world feeling this way Why my brain is my brain why should I suffer why cant I feel happy even a day why why why why why all I can say until now I never experience happiness in my life. One time Leri had say something it was from Chato Ang friends mawala and family hindi This phrase I dont know if I would belive it But sometimes yah its true but sometimes is vise versa But for me and in my experience In the end ang maaasahan mo at ang last mo mapupuntahan is YOURSELF And also it was from Leri again Mas okwie maging happy and kung meron ngkamali or ngbigay sayo ng hurt just think of the many good things that the person had shown you and hwag isipin ang mali na ginawa nung person Yah that phrase is true as in for me yan ang lagi ko ginagawa Lagi pa nga if may magkamali or ako man ang ngkamali I always say that it is my mistake and say sorry but sometimes you cant control your feelings Now all I can say is I accepted what other people say about me What they think of me I dont care if they dont love me or appreciate me All I can say that im a good person I know I do good I love my friends SO MUCH I love my mom, siblings, cousins, aunt, uncle and my grandparents Living for 20years I can say that I had already done so many things and im already ready to die anytime because if felt that wala na akong gagawin d2 Ive alreays finish my duty hear in this world But please let me march on my graduation day ha hehehehe Because that diploma is a gift to my mom Cya ang ngpaaral saamin at gumawa ng paraan para grumaduate ako And im very thankful for that After that day march 24, 2007 I am so very ready to die One wish that I can ask for is if I will have an accident please let me die and dont make my death so painful and suffer because all my life I live with that feelings I dont like in my last breath I will also experience that again I think if this wish of mine to die soon after may march on graduation ill be the happiest dead person in the world All I wish for after is my family and relatives to be happy and be okwie with each other My friends in Grace Christian High school, Davao Central High School and especially the IT07 na naging part ng buhay ko d2 sa davao and para ko ng true brothers and sisters hope na maging happy kyo lahat Sobrang thank you ako sainyong lahat as in I have more to say pa but tama na ito. ACCEPTED KO NA Actually sa life ko meron lang 3 persons na sobra akong naapreciate as in everytime kmi magkita kahit nung mga bata pa kmi at un isa minsan lang magkita and the last one is mas matanda saakin im very happy as in lagi to see them sobra siguro if mamatay ako sila lang 3 un mafeel ko na mamiss ako Anyway enough na Ay wait just want to say sory to all the people na nasaktan ko or nainis saakin I am happy to be part of your life This is marci signing off Marilyn Hung January 11, 2007 Thank you guys Marci Hung blogged at 6:54 AM 2 comment(s)		Blog Description I Will be there Always! Life is so unfair! Why should this things happen? About Me Name : Marilyn O Hung Nick : Marci WhO Am I: im just a simple person dat is home body, but if u need a person to talk im always dir 4 a friend. im a friendly gal, and most especially secretive person. thank you. Age : 19 years of age..bata pa ako.! 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